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My First Fabulous Flyer baby!



Yup, finally huh,.... after a gruesome, tiring and OMG incidents in the making process of designing it, editing it and then re-designing it again, and editing it at the last moment just so that it would be at the scale of Perfecto,....
'POOPP!', like a mama pushing the hell out of Lucifer, ~ART~ was born!
Yup, just like that. All it needs is just hardwork with a sense of art in mind, microsoft publisher.... and a push!!
I can say i'm a proud daddy and in total elation of my moderate but fabulous, not to mention pretty awesome(Yeah!) commercial flyer! And i think that if my dad was still alive, he would be up in heaven looking down at his son and be really proud of me...sigh#cry....
Kidding, my dad is still alive...just wanna quote something from the movie.
Doing these stuff, you know like commercial art, designing a page layout of a magazine or webpage or any sort of field that has to do with art design, really is tough stuff and that you need to equip yourself with impressive knowledge and the most creative art-mind to make the cut..... Or your out!...You know what i'm saying.?! Like totally Andy Warhol stuff!?
Like you really need to push yourself to the edge and willing to go beyond your existing comfort , and do whatever it takes to make it the 'Masterpiece of the Century!' Like what i did is that i went to the bookstore to buy the December issue of Elle magazine?! RM21.89 WTF!?
But you know what, it's all good.., its all worth every penny of my quicksilver wallet cause believe or not, i learnt some pretty cool stuff.....like what to wear during the Christmas Holiday season...Hehehe.

Other than this, i still have like other projects that requires this sort of thing and this time, i really hope that i can pull it through,... but no worries baby, i have a good feeling, fueled with unending passion for fashion, i think i can do this thing.
At least, that's what i think..?! Yikes!




Debacle...NO!!!

Exactly one year from now, i'm going to sit for my final test,...the dictator of my future, the oil to my car,...the author of my story,my future...which is deadly scary......
I'm living in fear everyday, dreaming of my dreams, imagining how would it be like in...2-3 years from now......
Everytime i think about it, negative things start to fill my mind......i could see and feel a dark void, visioning this massive blackhole that's just sucks out any hopeful light...that's why its black, total darkness......

Its just messing with my mind and what happens if it turns out to be a damn reality?!
Thinking, 'What if this and that...? What if???
Scare? Angry? Run? Don't know...
Obviously i don't want any of this...
That's when i taught to myself, 'I have to do something!'
Don't wanna regret, don't wanna be a Loser......

They say :
Its not about the end of the road, its the journey itself thats truly important...
Don't fantasize your future, what's matter is now, live the moment.
Don't sit around daydream of how your life is going to turn out, work hard to achieve it...

God, be with me...always.


Walking Zombie

This past few days, i have been literally living, eating, breathing and walking like a zombie...well not out for a kill or something, but more like not thinking straight or not thinking at all... which is dreadfully scary as i don't know what's happening to me...

I tried to fight it but something or somewhat is stopping me to do
what i had to do!
My mind is God knows where, while my body is operating on its own...But i'm aware of everything the whole time. And when i look myself in the mirror, my voluptuous lips is oddly pale, like sucked the living shit out of it! My vision is failing me......
What's going on Mot@$% Fuc#$%!

I think,...all of this crap,...is maybe because...i'm....sick...maybe...?
............Fever??
Who knows...but the good news is i'm recovering. I'm getting my senses back...
Hopefully this time,....it will last....

Dance in the Dark

Silicon, saline, poison,...
Inject me baby,
I'm a free bit(ch), i'm a free bit(ch).

Some girls won't dance to the beat of the tribe
Won't walk away, but she won't look back
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she's a mess
She's a mess, she's a mess
Now the girl is stressed
She's a mess, She's a mess, She's a mess, She's a mess...

Chorus :
Baby love to dance in the dark...
Cause when he's looking, she falls apart...

Baby love to dance in the dark...
Baby love to dance, love to dance in the dark......

Run run, her kiss is a vampire grin
The moonlight's away while she's howlin' at him
She looks good, but her boyfriend says she's a tramp
She's a tramp, she's a vamp
But she still does her dance
She's a tramp, she's a vamp
But she still kills the dance
Kill em'...

Nice one by Lady Gaga.

Pissed off! Arghh! Emo...

Yeah, just let it out, pour your emotions to wreckless useless impossible mother f#$king B.S people. Yeah, go ahead, just do it.


You see, what i really mean is, people are just SO ANNOYING!
I think that human beings are created in this(full of lies)world that we are living in just to annoy one another...you know.. I mean, everyday is drama!

Not one day will we have some peace in mind and soul..


But that's what makes the world very....ALIVE..never boring..

HOL - Holiday

Hey yal! Guess what? Its the holiday here in Malaysia. The annual August season, which is the month of Independence of our country. Yeppe! I'm just so exuberant right now mainly because of the 1 week holiday! Yeah baby, you heard me, 1 bloody f@#k*ng not-so-long holiday!

Yeah, i get to do what i love the most, SLEePiNg!! and then wake up and eat, then go back to sleep.. But sadly, it is just going to be for a week..with so many things to do but in such a short period of time... Oh yeah, did i mention i'm going back to school for 3 wonderful days just for the extra class..(more like a working job full of torture class where we need to....oh spare you the drowsy detail..)

*sigh*, I really wish we had a long holiday ya know! Well, no so long or people would go lazy and there will be nobody to run our country..hehe..

Euphoria

A gentle breeze swayed about the place,

creates a calm sensation around the person,

erasing all uneasy aura that once enshrouded them.

Well, only for a while until the wind subsides...

I think people who work very hard in order to achieve something in particular REALLY deserves a respite to just, you know, relax and enjoy life once a while, because we don't do that much anymore.(Except for the celebs and rockstars, they seem to get their way with a snap of a finger that people just wish they could switch lives with them.)

Especially the people who are in great despair, dissolved in their own depression, really should look at things in a positive way. Because once we think a million times why we are just not good enough or its impossible to achieve something, GAME OVER. Go for a holiday or surround yourselves with people that cares about you.

Like right now, i really wish i could be somewhere in the Bahamas, chiling at the deck drinking sweet tantalizing wine, looking out the vast calm blue scenery of the ocean, surrounded with hot blonde bombshell models, doing exactly what i tell them to do. (if you know what i mean.) Really, it is just very stressful everyday for me personally, coming home late from school, fatigue and feeling nausea, wearing a blurry vision, could't stand standing up, not to mention wasted all of my energy at school. And, i have to avoid sleeping in the evening or else i would fall into a deep coma and Gods knows when i will ever wake up again. (Damn the alarm clock.) I just want to crash on my bed and throw a big bolster party, (yeah!). That is why i go wasted on the weekends, no time management, no self-disciple, no nothing. Just me and the remote on my hand. Really, i could go crazy leading this kind of lifestyle everday.

Come on, i really need a break. In fact, everyone should go for a break. If i were the president of my country, i would make everyday a holiday and a pair of exclusive tickets to wherever you want to go!

( I exaggerated the last part just to feel good. Heck no, that would be a stupid idea! I mean we need people to work man! Money makes the world go round!) Hehe...

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