Exactly one year from now, i'm going to sit for my final test,...the dictator of my future, the oil to my car,...the author of my story,my future...which is deadly scary......
I'm living in fear everyday, dreaming of my dreams, imagining how would it be like in...2-3 years from now......
Everytime i think about it, negative things start to fill my mind......i could see and feel a dark void, visioning this massive blackhole that's just sucks out any hopeful light...that's why its black, total darkness......
Its just messing with my mind and what happens if it turns out to be a damn reality?!
Thinking, 'What if this and that...? What if???
Scare? Angry? Run? Don't know...
Obviously i don't want any of this...
That's when i taught to myself, 'I have to do something!'
Don't wanna regret, don't wanna be a Loser......
They say :
Its not about the end of the road, its the journey itself thats truly important...
Don't fantasize your future, what's matter is now, live the moment.
Don't sit around daydream of how your life is going to turn out, work hard to achieve it...
God, be with me...always.
Debacle...NO!!!
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