
I am going through a 'Phase' right now where I'm Really angst because I don't have a Fixed Decision on what I want to BECOME when I grow up, or to put in suitable words, when I Grow Older!
I may sound like ' Its a normal thing that everybody has to go through in life' but you really don't have the slightest idea till you are in THE SITUATION yourself!
And I am in a very Difficult situation right now...
I have 3 options right now, all of which I am passionate about but with varying degree of Passion and Happy ever after result... I know I can't have it all, but that's what makes me anxious and agitated...
Here there are
- Doctor, but would I be truly happy?
- Businessman, I am in science stream right now, do I have the time to study from the outset?
- Journalism or Writer..., Am I willing to waste my parent's 50000(dollar) money worth of college investment to become a struggling writer just cause I love doing it even though it's not productive and against my parents Hopes & Dreams!? (I don't know)...,
New era, sophisticated with highest level of complexity, Young people now I find are super smart and cunning. But trust me, they are my 'least problem' right now.... All I'm saying is,
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY (with my life choices)!
Screw all of you! Huhuhu....
Give me a damn sign already! Cause it's killing me, my achy breaky heart...