
When 'HAPPINESS' is ripped off every nook & cranny from the deep core of your heart, it is very strenuous & insurmountable to procure it back & somehow managed to fit it into the last piece of puzzle that you left empty while searching for it.....
They say that 'We are our own enemy...' I F-ing think that we have 2 obnoxious ones that are damned to exist in this world to haunt & taunt you... 1st is the person in the mirror, 2nd is Everyone Else!
You may wonder, 'What's your problem dude?' 'What's all the Emotional Tirade unleashed and galvanize us whenever you want?!' And I will always reply the same thing to em', ' Fuc$ off!'
I WAS so out of control mentally where the Pilot-in-command of the aircraft in my brain turns on the AutoPilot for...hours for the last 3 years of my life! My life just goes on to exist, but I ain't living! It wears me out & suffocates me, till I'm teetering on the edge of insanity!
I was sooner DEATH than CHANGED!
But all the Bump on the road that I have roamed on is about change into a smooth flat friction compensated highway road to Happiness!
I had an EPIPHANY. , in the form of books & movies that I am unable to Credit enough for aiding me through hard times of my miserable life cycle! It was able to successfully provide long term analgesic effect to all the pain felt & tasted.
Straight to the point, I want nothing more than happiness, is that hard to contemplate?
- Watch the premiere of Rihanna's new music video & song, ' What's My Name' Ft. Drake. Legit!